Thursday, November 12, 2020

you tell me

 you tell me

sleeping in your car is unhealthy

why would you go work

in anchorage

under harsh

circumstances

yet you

put yourself

in 

financial distasters

instead of asking me

why dont i do this

why dont i do that

why dont you ask yourself

something man

you throwing it all away

yet you spend like nothings wrong

you spend like its all paid back

and laugh at lack

of materials

money

shouldn't

get in the

way but it

does

money does

not matter

till you gotta send your kids to school

and buy organic food

and meet your family on vacation

some ask why

you no apologize

what gumption

to criticize me

i'm not the one

who forced poverty

onto my family

because of the need of material things.

Thursday, November 5, 2020

 

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cardio machine

tramplin' over

clover green

i desire to migrate

so jealous

of the wanderer

paternal instincts

blue jays come to visit as if he's a friend

singing unashamed, untrained

i want you to love me

i want to exist

in a tropical

warm narcotic dream

with an

overwhelming

color scheme

money is tight what else is new

i would like to perform for you

pawned guitars so cars don't get repoed

got back up keys at home depot

im worthy so letme crash in this cabin for a year

 was at my lowest point

than i went down further,  thinking

too much instead

of laying bricks

depression got ya living like a ghost

dont know who this spirit is

who youve been given

last time to give it up

give it up

give it up

 was standin

on the mountain

after rolling rocks up hill

even drunk from the lord's fountain

youve got your freedom of speech

ive got my freedom not to listen


misfortune olympics

 

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tell me about how bad you have it

i'll be your therapist for free

your coach in the misfortune olympics

you won't have to pay a fee

tell me more about how good i have it

i'm glad you know so much about my life

ancestors thrown into ovens

but i'm the lucky type

dad survived a war what

did my mother's mother fight for? so

we could keep a misfortune score?

Living like a refugee in my hometown with feeling of not wanting to be around always wanting to get away, not a moment to rest can't believe i still feel like this today will it ever end

half way to heaven (country song)

 

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show me a painting

than cover

it up!

like throwin' a blanket

over a lamp

cause when u

kiss me

i feel like a champ

puts on her lipstick

walks out the door

don't leave me like this baby

gimme some more

we made out for hours now she's gotta go

i told her daddy i'd marry her though

that's good son, he said, it's the only way

you're taking my daughter

on a roll in the hay

she takes me half way to heaven

she promised her daddy not to go all the way

she's a good girl i love her

but I have to wait

until the night after our wedding day.