Journal entries

7/4/08
song: contemporary grin
bringing it back home
worked starbucsk 6-1130 am zyrexin 1230-5 Fred paid me 625- that was worth some of my boredom of the job
A message to you rudy-buy blank cds - get rid of some stuff- call airport about bags. Pay dave, haircut.
dreaming of ensenada- Ernesto and his woman friend could not find a room in ensenada the fifth of may. They camped outside and wondered why dreamed that maybe some way, some time, they'd open an inn of their own, going instead to the u.s.a.
Hoping for enough money to pay for a down payment on their dreams. Instead they found a job cleaning up a hotel on Lincoln Ave. After finding a golden watch or two
Thanks for coming fuck you for leaving

R.U. Sirius? According to Howard Bllom, omnology is the theory that one can indulge in all of one's interests equally. Many times my efforts have been hampered by the belief that i must be myopic in my search for the truth. Here are some of my interests:
Buddhism, Nihilism, Freud, Christ, judaism, punk rock, folk, techno. Trance, kcikboxing, arena rock. Indie rock, yoga, acoustic, electric, cyber punkism, boxing martial arts, raw foodism naturalism, kabbalah, running/ surfing/ singing/ psychotherapy/ silence. Sexxx, celibacy, meditation, freedom, neuroscience, science fiction, foreign films. Travelling, technology, simplicity, carlos castaneda, shamanism, tantra, theater, filmmaking, dramatic arts, songwriting, recording. Music, guitar, bass, and voice. Surfing the web, not surfing the webpoetry, prose, screen writing. Money, economics, Russian literature. Torah, Lao Tzu, Eddie vedder.
SUPERMENTAL. The vinyl clocks. supermental.
You just hate me because i don't suffer from your same illness
Dean Karnaze's food suggestions- emailed to me-
high protein bear naked granola plain whole soy yogurt dark rye bread, pedialyte. Apples, grapefruit, maranatha almond butter, brocolli, brussel sprouts, cauliflower.


I breathe in bits of you
let me taste
your watermelon skin
you are the one i like
healthy gratitude with patience
wearing thin
never again will we regret how can i thank you for helping me?
Confess, helping me to forget.
She's got that swiss chocolate hair..........
She's got a sword in her eyes.
She's reading dream of electric sheep
wake up under the sky
Her lips are folded son't fret, kiss me Strawberry red.


Things to think about:
joshua tree
elizabeth letters
playing songs at parties
acting on stage
rue mouffatard
skye/suzie lauren
jam w/ jesse c.
haning w/ jere g
kibitz gig in people's face
god is within
meet flea
bryan singer's house
a feldman's pool
girl at obreins complimenting eyes
coconut juice, all things are possible prague marthi

mandy.com

If the world is like a giant schming court and we are trapped inside it, there's no use in trying to opt out of the game, that will only redner you powerless.
leisure lee and the cutbacks
the twitches
Saw a crow eating out of a cheetohs bag on corning st. i'm going to learn how to give. why are you hiding your eyes, i can't find a single truth in disguise just keep on telling your lies, you'll be lonesome, lonesome hiking round and round in your doom, you'll be found out you weren't on the moon it's so random, random.

lucknow, amazing juju, goodbye, evil eye. renouncer, vinylclocks inspiration within the nothingness
Wasting your time again and again, too much inspiration too much joy.
Turn the page
we're in
the digial age.\found again, i lost my way, took some time, the years gone by.
Amazing Juju- help me stay away from myself, long enoug to help someone else. ucla 123 evan greenspan.

Contract to myself.

I hereby state on this date of Friday, 5/29/09, I Jeremy Ferrick now declare myself a Solo singer songwriter. I am registered as such under Ascap, and also maintain rights as a Publisher under the title renouncer. I choose to make my living through music, whether by selling physical cd's or vinyl, itunes, or playing like, ie, busking on the street, or playing in clubs all over the world. I devote at least an hour a day to learning and improving my craft the rest of my life. If I skip out on this, I will have to make up for time lost. I will devote myself first and foremost to writing and playing my own compositions as opposed to others, but will also have a repetoire of covers available.
I am psychically giving myself permission to perform when and where in the past I may have shrinked of my duty due to half heartedness and fear, which now I am done with permanently.

credit card bailout

800-324-6554

part of my problem is part of my heart

https://www.uclaextension.edu/UnexDocuments/Pdf/StudentResources

this is the part of dirty suits' happy again that i wrote:
it looks like we're going to be happy again
maybe surroundings, i don't care
i can sense it, feel it, i can't touch it or find it
feels good anyway but i don't mind it.

not much, but it definitely deserves a cowriter credit, since it's the inspiration for the title.

of Sol Ris Publishing agrees to no publishing for the following titles:
432617975 maybe the meteor
49406139 sit in the silence
494506111 sleepwalking angel
323675930 bullfighter
the writer Jeremy Ferrick retains all publishing.
Signed________________________________